CHAPTER FOUR: “Discovery”

CHAPTER FOUR: “Discovery”

By Cheydes Of Black / May 16, 2024 /

Shortly after I got my apartment I requested visitation to see my daughter. Maria had her mother bring over my daughter for a supervised visit where I had been planning on having her for the entire weekend alone. Instead I got about a 45 minute visit before her mother left with my child, as if…

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CHAPTER THREE: “The Escape”

By Cheydes Of Black / May 1, 2024 /

Upon my decision to destroy the naive ignorance to how life was outside of the walls of my upbringing I decided that in order to accomplish this I would have to experience that which I feared and what was unfamiliar to me. Without my parent’s knowledge, since dancing was not allowed, I attended my first…

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I Wasn’t Really Motivated to Upgrade to the Meta Quest 3 Until…

By Cheydes Of Black / April 30, 2024 /

Working from home for almost a decade, I often prefer to wake up slowly and do my work in bed on a laptop. The only problem with this is that a laptop screen is hard to see and requires lots of tab switching compared to three 32″ curved monitors, with two 27″ vertical monitors sandwiching…

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The Religion Card

By Cheydes Of Black / April 27, 2024 /

I see more and more people my age playing the “religious” card. People I grew up with that didn’t give a shit about it when I was a diehard Christian. I grew up going to school with a Bible in hand, at age 13 I preached my first sermon. Same age did my first piano…

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God Likes The Kill

By Cheydes Of Black / April 18, 2024 /

Message from a friend today, noting that when asked, Einstein always stated that he believed in a “god” and put everything into his own perspective/context that put that supposed god into a non-rule-based context. It was full of euphoria, where the rules of the “Bible” didn’t really apply, and the god wasn’t really like what…

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Meme-Fest

By Cheydes Of Black / April 10, 2024 /

Just figured I’d compile a thread of the many, many reasons why I believe the way that I do. Memes galore below and will be updated as I encounter them. This was my first thought exactly before I ever even saw this MEME and decided to challenge my own agnostic approach and just go full…

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Guys Are Dumb

By Cheydes Of Black / April 5, 2024 /

I remember my first years of getting out of puberty, climbing out of the walls of a sheltered home in small-town life into society and learning to deal with the average peer. One of my first lessons was to be as basic as possible. “Laugh at everything.” You kind of had to learn the lingo…

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Modern Christianity Vs Gen X Christianity

By Cheydes Of Black / March 12, 2024 /

Kinda crazy, the stuff you see from “Christians” these days. Back in the 70’s we were warned about this, but I have to digress and say that every phase of Christianity in general has had their times of hypocrisy. By its very nature it is derived from hypocrisy. God: “Thou shalt not kill.” God: “Abraham,…

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The One Major Flaw of Apple Products That Needs to Be Resolved Immediately!

By Cheydes Of Black / December 18, 2023 /

I can’t tell you how many times, during a stressful situation, requiring immediate assistance from my Apple iPhone & iPad, where Apple Maps would not function correctly. In one dream that I had, I was in another state, my car broke down, and I was in the middle of nowhere, snow everywhere, riding a bike…

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From Demon To Angel

By Cheydes Of Black / October 25, 2023 /

Unpopular with some people, but I believe some tools are the nature of the beast to communicate to an animal what is acceptable and could potentially save their lives (running after cars, for one example) during the duration of their lives. With Logan, we tried E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G to calm her down during the course of her…

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Currently a Lakewood Ranch, Florida resident, Philip has authored various interactive blog websites since the early 2000’s. Most content will be based primarily on matters of opinion as usual.